35 and still alive, or, choices

As I approach my birthday this week, I am so grateful to just be here, period. It has been an uphill battle for the past 18 or so months. But this week, having been diagnosed with a far less horrible illness than anticipated, I've made up for lost time.

On Sundays, I get worn out pretty easily after participating in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. I love a good nap afterwards. But today, I tried something different... I cooked meals for the entire week.

It ain't easy being the Mom of 5, 'specially if you're used to flying by the seat of your pants. Having done that for over 15 years, it is indeed refreshing to get it together and try to keep it that way. A new Frigidaire washer (made in the USA!!) and a little story on NPR about Super Suppers helped get the energy going.

It's not so much that I'm lazy as it is that I am very easily overwhelmed. We plumbed the depths of that twice in the past year, and although I considered myself extremely easygoin', the truth is, I am a rabid stress puppy.

And so, with a great amount of joy, we have made life a whole lot more organized in the past week. I have been storming heaven for the energy I need to be the person I'd like to become. It's been exhausting, but it is thrilling in the end to have acheived so much in a short period of time.

Here's the short list:
fixed walls in the house
caught up on laundry with the help of an *awesome* new washer
homeschooled completely and successfully every day
reorganized the shed so Mr. Conviviality could find tools to improve the ranch
cooked meals for a week in one felled swoop
reorganized kids' rooms (esp. closets)

There's more piddly, mundane day to day stuff that was accomplished. But the jist of this all is, I might actually become the woman I have always wanted to be in my 35th year. I am not 19 anymore (THANK YOU, GOD!!) I can finally look forward to growing old rather than attempting to stay young. (Nearly dyin' will do that to a person.)

Our Pope calls it "perpetual adolescence." I'm finally moving beyond it.

I thank God for my health, my husband, and my babies.

And I am eternally grateful for my friends, without whom this past year would have been impossible to survive. You are blessings. Thank you.

Mrs. Convivial Dingo

Thank you to Mr. Convivial Dingo for setting me up to blog here, in the realm of organic happiness. :)

Things are well here in the country. We've brought our shining son home for school, and it has been lovely. He is doing very. very well.

Our eldest remains in school. She will complete the year so she can stay with friends, serve on student council, and enjoy Girl Scouts. At the awards ceremony this week, she acquired 9 new awards. Three were for UIL competions, where she placed 1st in spelling, story telling, and team spelling. Shiny medals are just too cool.

Our little Christmas present is learning the importance of Brotherhood. It's sooo cute to see him defend his big brother. Sympathetic lil' guy.

The twins are sitting up on their own and pulling up on everything they can reach. Crawling is surely just around the corner. (YIKES!)

Hope you enjoying life, too!

Iran and the Big Threat

Just considering the news this morning - SUDDENLY most diplomats in Europe are about to come down on Iran. Russian is feeling the heat, and China is - as usual - being cautious.

Why the big change?? Well, we know that they broke their research moritorium and have proceeded to enrich nuclear materials.

But, in my misguided and probably wrong oppinion - I think it's Israel.

See, Iran's prez said he'd "wipe Israel" of the map last month, now he's enriching nuclear fissile materials. Inteligence said that they've got medium range missiles from Russia 4 years ago. They've got enough oil for the next 100 years - what's the rush with nuclear fission?

I think Israel went to the UN and said - you help us stop them, or we'll decorate Iran in green glass. Fact is - that the mere threat of nuclear retaliation has held the really bad dogs from jumping on Israel.

Once that advantage is gone - what's to keep the next Osama from devastating Israel and perhaps the Middle East? Perhaps it will be a real honest to goodness war, or perhaps it'll be a "unknown terrorist cell."

I think things are worse over there than the American public perceives it to be. Diplomats don't suddenly jump like they did today without a real and confirmed threat.

~CD

Ohh shiny new Apples

Unless you've been living under a rock latily, you must know that Apple is shifting away from PowerPC chips to Intel ia32 chips. Oddly enough, all the new gaming consoles are shifting TO PowerPC (and derivitives).

I've been highly interested in the new Apple MacBook pro - for the main reason that it (will eventually) run Linux as well as OS X. That would be very, very nice. If you have not played with OS X then you are really missing out - it's just dead cool. And it has a real command line, unix kernel, and all the goodies to fascinate software geeks for many years to come.

They were announced on the 10'th of January - and here's the whole point of the article. The stock market jumped up and Apple's stock closed at $80.86. (look at 1/10/06)

Yeah, as in Intel 8086.

LOL.. now I really wonder if the tin-foil hat guys are right about the stock market?

Know your customer...

A Wal-Mart exec has taken the "Know your customer" slogan to heart and faces two years in the slammer...

Yep, he got some gift cards and bought shotguns, vodka, and Celine Dion CD's. Ohh, and Polish sausage for the trip home.

On the same note...

According to WorldNetDaily, the Iranian President believes he's setting the world stage to bring about the Shi'te messiah.

The WND article is here

That's freakin' bizaar, and on the level of fanatical Christians hoping that the existance of a modern day Israel will bring about the second coming.

All I can imagine is Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom.. except they're got nukes down there.

I'm Christian, but I know my place - it's plainly laid out in Revelations that neither you nor I will know the exact time of the second coming. Enjoy guessing, watch for the signs yes.. but the point is to always be prepared - not to get ready "just in time."

~CD

What do you leave behind?

Mark Steyn wraps up the whole western demographics debate nicely. He also is shooting fairly straight.

I call it "Darwin in action."

~CD